Close to you

It was a bad day. I returned home with so many regrets. Life felt so messed up. I changed my night suit and went straight to the bed. It was 10pm, too early to sleep but that wasn't the idea anyway.
Tears ran out of my eyes as I start thinking of my day. "Could have done better." Something was so not right. I was tired of myself.
In the middle of my thoughts and tears i felt asleep.

It was a dark chilling night. When I went to my bed under my white soft blanket. My side table lamp lit up the whole white beautiful room as I always dreamt.
I untie my hair and placed my hair clip on the side table. Untangled my hair and lay on my right side. My fluffy pillow always helped me forget about the world. I prayed and fell asleep. In the middle of the night i heard some whispering. It felt little vague but the voice was then clear and close. It was something that i always wanted to hear.
The lovely soft voice. It was him whispering. He smiled when he continued and then hugged me tight. His breath felt like clouds of oxygen, his voice felt like melodious song, his touch was like fluffy teddy. I felt the unusual comfort in his arms. I never wanted to open my eyes but then I thought of looking at my love. As i opened my eyes it all vanished. I was dreaming.

I was on my bed with the dim night lamp and the voice of a wall clock ticking 5 in the morning. I realised i slept early and it was just a dream. Forever alone
That dream did widen my lips and I smiled with comfort. I was no more sad with the regression I had.  But was still single. 

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